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there's no reason to feel at all.

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Tilting The Hourglass
i'm not quite sure if i could care anymore

because
you could swear, curse fate, blame everything and hate yourself,
but when you finally reached the end,
you eventually have to let go

Thursday, March 4, 2010

9:13 PM

and so i picked the primary option. for i am about to post another meaningless entry today. oh, the joy. a random side note, tele-v is so overrated and passé. there's not one satisfactory entertainment or educational programme in that compact little box. it's always repeats of the same old shows reminding me just how much my life revolves around routines. if only they play repeats of my academic subjects, then probably every relevant information that i really need to retain will finally sink into my head and stay there, at least until november has elapsed. it sickens me that the entertainment channels are made up of mindless cartoons that unconsciously forces us to degrade ourselves to their shallow mentality. either that or the continuous blaring of the conventional music that has stayed on the charts for like a decade. it's not like the song lyrics are that meaningful and a boost to the universal bastard language. it's because of the annoying catchy tune that makes it popular. funny how popularity dominates every scene and aspect of the humankind despite how it only makes us develop into a more moronic and senseless society. i just went on urban dictionary again. it’s becoming my daily dose like the bible verse of the day. anyways there’s this hilarious definition of the word.

POPULAR

Someone who is glorified simply for his/her looks. Has a overall immature attitude and rejects people that they find unattractive or unpopular. The majority of people considered popular will go on to live out their life in the fast food industry due to the fact that they have an IQ below sixty and have contracted five or more STDs.

how ironic is it that everyone who prides on having many friends actually have none? it’s funny how emotions can make people desperate to want to be accepted and loved. they’d give anything in exchange for friends that are not true friends. and even some are unable to fully comprehend the term true friends. as long as the outside portray them to be somewhat popular despite the absolute contradiction of their heart and mind, they don’t mind securing friendship based only on a superficial level.

i’m rambling quite a bit aren’t i? this is about as bland and insipid as hearing the life story of some ancient life form. still, it surpasses talking about my life story or my day to day lifestyle. being able to survive through the day is already enough talk for me. there’s no need to recount the pointless events that is only going to linger in the back of my memory or sojourn in my head for the day. our brain can only retain so much information. all the useless and worthless junk will be obliterated just like computer data.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

9:13 PM

The Cold-Hearted Individual.

her name is kristie.
krisxkros as an alternative.

yearning for eternal freedom, she's awaiting death.
while doing so, she leads a normal life like everyone else with an addition of immense stress.

but when she's alone, it's a whole different story...

let’s start with i’m a very complex individual. keep in mind that i’m not like the rest of the population on earth. introverted, influential, cynical and pessimistic. that’s me in four words. rebellion always gets me titled as trouble. i have many flaws because i don't try to be perfect so stop pointing them out. perfection does not justify absolute greatness. i’ve just discovered that i’m a perfectionist. to answer your doubts, i’m a mixed blood and agnostic. i'm not religious or anything, but if you don't like my ideas, well that sucks for you. playing the guitar, singing, writing songs, poems, stories and sketching. those are what i do in my spare time. i’m always deep in thoughts. i'm naturally quiet so i guess you're lucky if i open up to you. my music screams really loud at times but other times, they reflect how i’m feeling. i'm may seem mean and sarcastic but i’m actually nice. i'm blunt and i speak my what’s on mind. i also have trust issues. so in conclusion, i'm not perfect. but who are you to judge me? though i also can’t blame you if you judge me based on what i write here. my persona on the surface is bitter cold and my frankness would just pitifully pierce you but i don’t give a damn if i drive you off because i'm not here to please you. i'm just taking up web space. you can't break me so don’t bother trying. i’m actually an emotional person but that trait can override my cool, calm and collected exterior. also, i may seem unapproachable but that's because i don't do first introductions unless you take the initiative to speak to me. and lastly, for me, first impressions count because my first impressions are bad.

Avocations

my electric guitar, acoustic guitar, classical guitar, keyboards and violin. writing poems, stories and songs. reading. chips. sketching. contact lenses. hair products. singing. shopping. boys. junk food. electronic gadgets. solitude. going to shows. anime. music. randomness. apathy. humor. manga. black, red, white. hair straightener. skinnies. bands. ramen. art. jk-pop. visual-kei.

Imperfections

depression. anxiety. ana. philopobic. heliophobic. insectophobic. cibophobic. bipolar. pesce-pollotarianism. apathetic. short-tempered.

Yesterday .